Going to be a stressful day for me tomorrow and not sure I will get a chance to post.
Family wedding and all my family are bl00dy social smokers (despite half of them being doctors :mad:).
I know shouldn't drink really, but I would be kidding myself if I said I won't. So in preparation for the moment I will want the cigarette...
...my brother and sister and I will get drunk and tell each other how much we love each other and we will all be really happy to be together before one of them says I fancy a cigarette lets find some... and I will think well we hardy ever all go out together - one won't hurt.
OK - must not kid myself - it has never been just one for me. I will hate myself in the morning, I will feel great posting here tomorrow night saying I wasn't even tempted. I will have to do this all over again and I am not sure I will ever believe I can give up if I fail this time.
I think I will take a cup of tea out and stand with them - then I will be doing something with my hands and not feel left out :eek: