Well, this is my last week in month 2. I am a wee bit apprehensive about going into month 3 as I have heard a few stories about ppl failing here. Is this part of the terrible 3's (3 days/weeks/months), I don't know. I think each day is getting easier but I am still always on my guard :eek:. I also had a revelation :cool:, I have been waiting on the day when this feeling magically disappears, but it won't. I honestly believed I would wake up one day and be cured, but that is never going to happen. I will always be an addict, it will always be with me, I am just learning how to cope with the addiction. I will control it one day but I will never be free of it. I feel great, every thought of having a ciggie that I ignore, I am one step closer to my goal of controlling this thing. Please don't read this and think of it as doom and gloom, it's a happy place when you finally understand your addiction, I have come to terms with this and my addiction and I will live happily side by side together for the rest of my life, with me in control of course :D.