Can't believe I haven't smoked for 15 days!! I feels sooo pleased with myself. Went to a gig last night and saw people standing outside the venue in the rain and I felt so glad that I was no longer joining them.
It made me realise that whilst I was smoking, i was always under a degree of stress; I was never fully relaxed. I was always thinking about where my next fag was coming from, always slightly on edge. Any journey, any queue, any social situation, would always stress me out and I would constantly be thinking about smoking my next one. It seems crazy to think about this now - But that was my life and I feel so much more free now.
My wife has still quit and I am so proud of her. She has struggled, she has fought her cravings - She is a star and I couldn't do this without her!:D:D