I think that's the expression.
Had a row with OH last night - something and nothing and over now - but my "instinct" of course is to reach for the fags. I didn't, but it felt like every nerve ending in my body was craving for a smoke. I didn't sleep very well and feel like sh1t this morning. I am really, really struggling not to smoke.
I am really p!ssed about it because I thought I was doing so well. :mad: