Hi All...
I feel so low today..yesterday I had a great day...and only had 2 lozengers..was really pleased...then today I feel like Im at day 1 again..oh I feel awful...cant get them off me mind..and craved quite badly this morning...
tried to keep busy, and went and did the weekly shopping...but still could no think of anything else but those bloody weed sticks...
Maybe I have do too well too quickly..?
Anyways...over and out...xx
What you are feeling is a loss of something you have relied on for however many years, I know its ok for me to say it will pass and soon you will feel soo much better but it doesnt help you at the mo I know.
read the threads of all the ones that have passed the early days and you will see its what we have all gone through at some stage and come out the other side feeling 100% better I promise.
Go read the story thread, it want give you any constructive advice but it will make you laugh and take your mind of the **** and distract your mind from Nicodemon who is a little Basta**.
If that doesnt make you feel better go rob a bank then at least you will have no choice but to stop when they catch you or if you get away with it pm me and we will go off somewhere warm and want need smoke hee hee sorry trying to make you forget xx