Just a post on my new laptop to celebrate hitting my 6 month mark. SWEET!!! I like a lot of us am amazed I've made it so far, one day I had a thought..... why not try it again. As I look back I'm not sure if I really meant it. I wanted to but some where in the back of my mind I'm sure I was thinking I'll do my best and if I don't make it at least I tried. I then found this site and at some point my attitude changed. I don't know when and like I said I was trying and expected to fail. Something about communicating with people in the same situation as you really helps, not some doctor being paid to listen or a friend trying to help but a real person that knows your pain and what you are going through. I'm just very happy to be here and very happy to have friends and people that understand here. It gives me the edge I need to keep this stuff up.