Well tomorrow I am quitting smoking, have wanted to for a while just not had the guts.. scared of the first few weeks to be totally honest!
I really want to now.. n am as prepared as I can be for the upcoming challenges!
I WANT TO BE SMOKE FREEEE!!!!
But I'm scared.. not worried.. just scared.. tried quitting before n got really emotional.. cried for hours on n off for days.. couldnt sleep, wouldnt talk to anyone.. but I plan on it being different this time, I have planned to go out tomorrow.. I just know I definately will crash n burn if I stay indoors!
I have tried quitting several times, the first time I had patches n I couldnt sleep on a night unless I took it off but I was prescribed the 16 hour patches n doc said best have it on at night, then tried the gum and thats just awful!
so this time im going cold turkey! Gonna be hard but Im gonna do this!!
Just had to write this somewhere so I can come back to it n read x