I am on day 9 today and on the patches. However, i feel as if I am sliding off the wagon!!! Felt stressed tonight (noisy neighbours, personal stuff as well) and I was in no doubt a fag would make that particular moment a hell of a lot better. I got thru the mad craving hammering inside my head, but it was a close one. (my smoking sister was also round at the time, but I didnt cadge one). but i was sorely tempted and I fear the worst will happen (one wont hurt etc). Is there no end to this misery??? I think I will have to cut off both hands before I can be sure Ill never smoke again. But then id probably smoke with my feet.
Anyway, havent smoked yet and tomorrows another day. The Brit awards may drive me to smoking yet. Is our music really so awful!!??? Lily Allen, JLS, it gets worse. Still, well-mimed Cheryl. As for the dancing, Michael Jackson will be aspinning....
Thanks to you all for the posts. Good to know I am not alone in this limbo state of numbness.
Keep the faith!!!