hmmm. Christmas brought the visit of my little bro and went and stayed with family down in cornwall and it was great but been back in london for 2 days and bumped back down to reality.
have been struggling to keep my drinking under control since quitting smoking and have asked for help from my doctor who has referred me to the alchol community centre in central london. I've been going for a month now.
man. im due there in a few hours. ahhh. not sure I can really face it. why is life so goddam hard sometimes.
hope all had a good christmas too. sorry, just had to get that off my chest.
gonna have a booze free january so hopefully will walk into 6 months on the first of febuary feeling strong and positive.