Still struggling I am afraid to say, I have not been posting a lot recently cause I am still finding it quite hard not to smoke. I am just hanging on there till next Wednesday cause that will be 3 whole months and I will have the terrible 3's out of the way, am hoping and praying that I will have some sort of breakthrough at that point.
I know the rules, choose not to smoke, read, read, read, NOPE, and I can say hand on heart I have not had one puff in 11 weeks. Roll on 12 weeks and I can get out of this dam room and onwards and upwards.
An update on mum, she has been told today that she will be having a smaller op, and she should be in hospital for about 4 days. She will go in on Thursday afternoon and have the op on Friday. I am going with dad to sit in the hospital all day Friday, and hopefully she should be out at the beginning of next week. Keep your fingers crossed everybody, and your prayers will be most welcome if that is your thing, it certainly is mine.
Thanks for reading to me waffling on again, and I will try to be a little more upbeat next time.