I would like thanks everyone for your kind support you all are so fab and supportive thanks so much to you all.
Well o/h has gone out so im chilling before i pick my daughter up, then im going to take her to her friends and im going to see my mum and dad, they are all none smokers and like my best friends. Then at 6pm going to weight watchers then i wont be home till 8 so a busy aftoon which is what i need as it takes my mind of things.
I am soooooooooooooo soooooooooo postive that i will not have another fag as i dont need them BUT it is a very strange feeling i have sometimes,when i get upset its like a comfort thing but i know that by haveing one wont make things any better.
I did pack up last year for 5months and my god i kick myself by starting again but i think it has made me more postive about NEVER starting it again.It makes you realise how easy it is to get back into your old habbit again but this time NO NO way will i how ever hard it is.
The only reason i started again was that my o/h wasent very supportive and he said we had grown apart and now wanted different thing all beacause
1, when i met him i was big and started going weight watchers and lost 6 stone so i wasent like i was when i met him
2,i smoked then packed up
So with both of these i started smoking again and packed in weight watchers so one day i thought i dont want this any more i want a better life and a healthy one so i joined weight watchers 4 weeks ago so far lost 13pound and packed up smokeing
Hopefully when i go tonight it will be a stone on 4weeks
So this time im doing it for meeeee so, no one will change my mind this time no no way will they as i no in the end i will be better of,feel better and alot more healthy
But i have my days like we all do when packing up but its nice to no we are all together on here and i would like to say a big THANK YOU