:confused:Hya everyone. this weekend has been very difficult for me. went out friday night which was a killer standing with friend when they popped out for cig. i soooo wanted to have a drag..they even offered me 1 but i said no way! Ended up feeling well proud of myself but still feel like i missing something..daft i know..im only gaining but im waiting for my brain to catch up with that lol
Today is sunday and been hard again.ive done the usal sunday dinner for 7..pots..ironing u know what it like.....but still this nagging in my brain trying to lure me into having the just 1. I know i wont of course..gone too far now and i love the money i have saved so far..just want to be happy. sorry for the rant.lol
Will be sooooo glad when i dont think aout the damn things ever day.
oh well will have to keep plodding on and at least i got the lozenegrs to keep me calm lol that my family is pleased for! O before i go th anger i felt at first has gone thnk god so something is getter better lol