Morning everyone, day 17 and not too good today so may not be around much but doesnt mean to say I am not thinking of you all.
Went to Slimming World last night only to find that I have manged to put on half stone in 2 weeks, so all the good I did before smoking was for nothing really. But I am determined now to loose weight and keep off the cigs. It didnt make me want to go out and have a smoke afterwards but it did make me want to go to the chippy!
Had a rubbish nights sleep again and I am sick and tired of being so bloody tired all the time and I wish these damn headaches would go away - I have a mountain of work to do, my house is a sh@t tip, the ironing pile is turning into a mountain that with all the energy I should have (which I havent) I could climb, my youngest got up not feeling well today and as the bad mum I am I sent him to school anyways cos I decided that if I have to come to work feeling like cr@p then he should go school - now guilt is taking over and I am wondering whether he is o.k. I havent made anybodys lunch today, OH has a pot noodle and the kids have money! I want to sit here and put my head in my hands and cry.
I dont think this is due to quitting I think this is due to just being tired, run down and having a headache. Its just a bad day, just like the ones that I had before quitting!
Apologies everyone, I dont want to bring everyone down or feel sorry for me I just needed to say how I was feeling. The guy that shares my office is on holiday so am on my own which isnt helping cos I am proper feeling sorry for myself.
Dont get me wrong, I dont want a fag I really dont in fact nothing further from my mind, I would love a massive cake or bar of chocolate right now but guess I will have to make do with some grapes!
Sorry again guys. Hope everyone else is having a good day and dont forget to keep supportin each other.