i had my first smoking dream, all this time, all these quits and last night was my first one. v strange i was a secret smoker in the dream but just not hiding it v well, must admit just before i woke up i thought it's ok i will be able to smoke today and then give up again tomorrow, and then i woke and realised i hadn't had a cig for 4 days so i would not be smoking today, and i have to say i felt a bit dissapointed to start with but not now, now i feel great again, well not quite great (too early in the morning for that) but happy that i will never ever have to repeat the previous days.
have another busy day today, kids parties, in-laws coming, shopping to be done so hopefully i will not have too many bad thoughts.
i have to apologise, because at the moment all my posts are v boring and all about me, i just want to get to the 1 month stage again and then hopefully i can be witty and brief and concentrate on helping others again. thanks for reading and putting up with me complaining again.
I will not smoke today, i have smoked my last fag, my children need be to choose to live and i need to live a happy healthy life.
Good luck with the weekend everyone and enjoy it smoke free.