Hi all ive been away because the cigarettes got me once again....But want to quit today but also scared because im going on holiday next Saturday....Ive not been smoking really bad somedays i have not had a cigarette.but smoked about 6 last night because i was drinking....Woke up this morning and really could not face a cigarette....So yet again i want to quit today but im fighting in mind because the quit never seems real when i say im quiting on the first day and first few days...then it seems real after that.
When im ready and if i do quit today..I have got a new method at the moment....I have brought a E-Cig which im using right at this moment.Though you might not agree with my method im sure...Though even i am not sure to tell you the truth but they are very good to use.
So its the battle of the mind should i wait till i come off my holidays because when i come back ive not got many days on my gardening course...So with them 2 big hazards of smoking is out the way i could quit then and have a much better run...Or should i quit now and when it comes to my holiday use my E-cig?
Grrrr i cant deside. I think in a way if i do stay smoke free over my holiday in majorca it would be a great achivement....though saying that would it make my holiday abit of a nightmare not smoking....Sorry about the long post but i needed a good ramble lol
How are you all?