I am really going to try this time. The times before have seemed a good idea but my heart wasn't in it. I'm doing this for my daughter because she will need me around for some time to come and because I am feed up with being poorly.
It's now day 10 and I'm so proud of myself for doing so well. It feels good. I wake up happy in the mornings and feel I have more energy. I have taken up exercise and eatting LOTS. When I start to think one more won't hurt (of course I know it will) I take a look back and remind myself of what I was like when I did smoke.
I am hoping things will get better because at the moment it feels like a fight between good and evil in my head.