today i should be working, i have loads to do before hols, but i just can't get my head round anything, just took dog for a walk she is only a pup and would not come to me to go back on the lead near the road, i had to chase her around (looking like a right idiot) for ages. i am home now after getting rained on on the way back and crying like a baby.
i seem to be going from ok to OMG about every 10 min at the moment. i just can't see any light at the end of the tunnel, when i get to the end of this week it will be the longest time i have ever gone without Nicotine.
didn't sleep well last night kept waking up really hot and had to open window, then couldn't get back to sleep, so i am really tired as well today. i am back to eating my own weight in chocolate and drinking tea with biscuits and even pinching kids sweets:eek:
feel the need to ramble, as i am on my own for bout another hour then picking kids up, doing tea, cleaning up, putting kids to bed, starting packing then falling into bed, i have such a glamorous life me
thanks for reading, stopped crying now going to have cuppa with biscuit (jammie dodger)