Blimey - just when I thought i had the hang of this!:confused:
Day five was full of tears and then the weekend was a breeze, as was yesterday and then today - well! I was just sat at my computer typing when i realised I was crying, it wasn't even a conscious thing, and off i went for two hours of solid sobbing!
Ahh well - am consoling myself with sausage, egg and chips (mmm comfort food) and am starting at my local gym on saturday to hopefully 'work out' these really unhelpfull emotions, and to get rid of some of this extra energy
I am determined to succeed as I am not going through this again!
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Sorry to hear that ZoeO, perhaps you were grieving the loss of the ciggies, or mebbe even the stupidity of it all - missing the smokes, not wanting one, hating the smell yet still craving one etc etc!!!
Now thats done with you can concentrate on feeling better and beating the hell out of the nicotine monster!
I personally would like one of those blow-up ciggies to beat the hell out of at moments like these - That would make me feel a hell of a lot better and also make me laugh at myself for being so daft!!
Thank you all for your support - I kinda go with the idea of grief and loss, just hope that it doesn't last too long...I dont think i liked smoking enough to give it more than another couple of days of my emotions!
Joan, you've had a tough day - it all happens at once doesn' it? But it nearly over and heres to day 9 and happier dayz x
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