well day seven is here and i have to tell you...today was a real struggle, even kept looking in the car ash tray to see what the buts looked like!?:rolleyes:
well they still look the same:eek:
it feels like i have now got two personalities...
one feels fantastic, the other is really ill and struggling.ive had flash backs of my past, the mistakes ive made, the love ive lost, the opportunities ive missed out on!?
funny because when i was smoking my memory was rotten! iam trying to find every reason in the book to start smoking again...
cant seem to find any though?
keep going everyone!
LOVE JAMIEXXXXXXXXXX
