my boyfriend has just cleared some rubbish out of my car and come back in the house asking me to tell the truth. he found something that looked like ash in the door compartment. I used to smoke in the car and hadnt cleaned it out since I stopped but also Im abit of a muncher and put the empty wrappers etc in the door, which there were quite a few.
I havent even had a sniff of a cig never mind a puff or flicked any ash in my car in the last 100 and odd days. In previous quits I may have done this but not this time. I feel angry and more angry that hes seen me when I ve really struggled with this quit but Ive never given in.
as I was getting slighly annoyed at this mistrust I appeared to be getting more angry and was then told I was on the defensive. hmmph no Im just mad that you think I would jepordise all my hard work, have a sly fag and then lie about it.
sad, mad and rather upset by this. dont want a fag now or ever.
rant over ........:mad:
ps I think im also upset that in the past as a nicotine addict I did lie and have sneaky cigarettes but I havent this time, I aboslutley promise!