Feeling pretty decent to tell you the truth - but as I said in an earlier post, I dont start to struggle until day 5. I shall be approaching 72 hours without a cigarette at around 5pm this evening, only 8 hours to go..
So far I'm using half of a 21mg patch and it's working fine - though I had *crazy* dream last night - some king-kong type beast was chasing me and a few others around and we all in our local jobcentreplus - leading the beast to other members of the general public so that if we kicked the proverbial, we'd take a whole load of others with us (selfish I know). So anyway, I went up a few floors in the building, got myself a glass of water (incase I was hiding for a while) and my mobile phone and hid under a bed...
Just as the door opens and I can hear the *thud thud thud* of a heavy animal stomping around the room, also pausing to sniff; I'm furiously trying to text my dad to get help...:eek:
...then Himself wakes me up with a cup of tea. Thank-f*ck!!
Haha, I do love crazy nicotine patch dreams - they make my nights so much more entertaining :rolleyes:
I haven't yet had to use my inhalator - I guess by witholding the use of it in these early few days where I don't struggle so much, I'll benefit a bit more by it's use when I'm really struggling from day 5 onwards.
I've got another class of aquafit tonight - how I'm going ot manage I have NO idea as I can still barely raise my arms above my head haha - I'kll have to warm up on the Wii Fit before I go..
I suspect Himself is sneaking out with The Boys while I'm away as it's my 25th birthday tomorrow. Please,Nobody panic - I'm all but tee-total, so no fear of being caught out and my resolve disappearing after consuming alcohol..
Had a couple of hairy moments yesterday, felt slightly agitated and really wanted to light up - such as the walk to school to collect my son, but all cravings were gone within a few minutes. I just tried my hardest to concentrate or think of something else..
Ah well, that's my update!