Ok, so you may have seen my story so far thread which basically was my reasons for stopping a couple of days in.....
Last night things took a little turn for the worst....
My housemate and I decided the ultimate test would be to have a drink - since I'm out on Saturday on a girls night thought I best test the water and have a couple of glasses of wine at home and see how I get on.
Well, half a bottle in I was saying to my housemate "Oh my god, I could smoke about 1000 cigarettes :eek:" the cravings were shocking, it's just a good job that we longer own any cigarettes, or ashtrays or I reckon last night would've been the night I cracked. She was pretty good actually, just saying to bear with it and I was doing well to have not even had a sniff by now and "look at how many times I stopped, then had one, then stopped again, then had one".
Anyway, looking back on it now I realise how STUPID I would have been to have one!! So feeling a lot better, ooooh also - no hangover!! Not even a niggle of headache or slightly off feeling! Must be one of the benefits of not smoking there!! (However Lizzie was feeling rubbish this morning and still is!! Hehe, I must have a slightly better drinking constitution than her).
So thankfully, still on my 7 day run.....I think tomorrow night will be a bit easier now.
Ooooh, forgot to say - I'm off to meet my gorgeous boy next week, have set a date now so must keep this up as he's pretty impressed that I don't smoke anymore! xx