I thought that it would help me to post these to get them clear in my head.
1. I am asthmatic.
2. I am smoking to the point where it is often making me cough up god knows what / not be able to breath properly.
3. I can easily smoke 50-60 if im drinking and 30 if its a normal day and thats a death sentence in the making.
4. I waste so much time just standing around smoking and worrying about stuff.
5. Women in general are far more interested in you.
6. You can have more energy for sex and it feels better.
7. you dont have too lose your table when you and your mate go out for a cigarette together at the pub. Or have to leave your stuff and then worry about it getting stolen.
8. I want to climb everest and thats not going to happen unless i sort my lungs out.
9. I have found myself leaving in the middle of conversations and tv programmes which i am really enjoying, to feed my need for nicotine.
10. Smoking is for losers.
thats about it really.
fingers crossed i can do it this time,
best to all,