I don't know what's different this time but I feel good. I woke this morning and the first thing I thought was "Yes, I've done it. I'm a non smoker" Then I felt a bit silly for thinking that 'cos I've stumbled so many times in the past. The difference this time is that I'm not obsessing about it, not thinking about it all day and when I get a call from the nico demon reminding me that now would be a good time to smoke I'm finding that I can turn it off.
Hope I'm not being too previous with the positive thoughts cos they say that pride comes before a fall but I honestly feel different. I havn't had any gum this time either and I'm enjoying the buzzy head feeling because I know it's a good thing.
Hope everyone is ok and feeling strong.