Ok, the anger is gone! It's done! But so is my 9 month relationship! I guess you can say now that quitting smoking changed my life!! Funny... not And also this is my first crisis as a non smoker! What an irony! One of the main reasons I quitt is because he is not smoking! I guess something good came out of the 9 months! I am broken... and is weird how the quitt was the first concern in my life... not anymore! I have something else to suffer for! Am I lucky or what? I thought about smoking... an entire filed of tabacco! It didn't happen and it won't you know?! I am so disappointed of the stuff that happened in my personal life I couln't bare to be even more disappointed of myself! I hope you guys are doing good, I just stepped on the 2nd month... 2 days ago!