Today i've been at work all day so kept busy.
Dont know whats wrong tonight but I really want a cig :mad: My chap has gone outside for a cig and i've asked him to take his cigs with him cos i dont want to be staring at them. OHHH I've been feeling really good been handling the cravings really well but I just feel so tempted ahhhh.
I'll probably feel ok in the morning so i'm going to go on the playstation (never played it in my life until i stopped smoking hehe) to keep my fingers busy then I'm off to bed to forget about it. I will not give in, I made a promise to my nanna and I want to do this for her and my kids and me, lots of reasons.
Soooo tough,having a major craving but im going to ride too stubborn to give in. Give me strength!!:eek: I tell you i'm wringing my hands at the moment,they say they only last 5 mins i think im having a weeks worth of cravings at once:confused:
Tomorrows another day, need to get interested in something new I think , channel my energies into something different, something exciting to give me a new kick.
sorry if i've gone on a bit , just needed to get it off my chest