Hi everyone, its day 3 today and would first like to say well done to all others on here for getting this far!
Im not too sure how i feel today, I feel better than yesterday and at times im rearly positive but then out of nowhere i get this stomach churning sensation like when something bad is gonna happen and i feel sort of lost like somethings missing, when i am able to focus on something and once ive finished it suddenly hits me i want a cig! my mind doesnt seen to be able to focus on anything even the most basic of tasks, and rearly tired like my brain is sooooo tired of thinking and trying to stay positive, is this normal or am i on my way to the funny farm?
my life used to be quite fast moving i would have a cig at the end of everything i did, eg ironing - cig, cook tea - cig, wash pots - cig, so now whenever i finish one thing im thinking cig!
I do feel easier but dont feel calm at all, like being on edge all the time what is up with me?