Hardly any cravings today which I find dangerous in many ways since that brings back the "one will not hurt" feeling.. Guess I will have to be careful until I get to sleep.
Still no cigarette, the world smells (and not necessarily good), I am awakening to new or lost sensations. I still miss her dearly but I am nowhere near where I was yesterday. It is a roller-coaster ride I have to say. Nice to be able to put on paper the way my brain sees the world change step-by-step...
Oh and, while I have no idea where my bike key is, someone at work cut the lock in half... Ok, it looked dodgy but, at least, I did not just stand next to my bike smoking and adding to the stress!
Today is a good day and, in many ways, more dangerous than the bad ones, funny that.
Cheers for reading,