i stil have my once a day visit to this site, and it has really helped.
although when i first joined back at day 1 i remember loads of ppl in the same boat as me around the same time as me.
subconsiously (i cant spell ) i remember them because i wasnt alone at the time. recently im starting to see less and less posts from these ppl if any at all. im writing bout this because im a bit gutted at the moment, i hope there all doing ok.
At the middle of my no smoking campain, 1 of the reasones i did not smoke was because i didnt want to let any1 else down especialy on here every1 has put in the effert and support for me i wasnt going to waste it, but now i realise that if any1 told me of a relaps i would be gutted for them and not blame them at all, it happens. maybe there finding it ok without the site who knows. i guesse through times like these you choose ur friends and you start to care bout ppl on here.
p.s im not a good speller (dislexic) so please bare with my spelling