finally, a calendar month.. i suppose it doesn't really require a "finally" at the moment, but there were definately some parts of this month that lasted way longer than others..
thanks for the words and i suppose congradulations to all of you for what you have accomplished as well-- however far into it you've made it you're doing it and that's great.
butyeah-- definately pre-game warmup to a time when you'd usually smoke is the worst! I've got a good buddy who's getting me through the cravings properly too. he doesn't treat me like a child, doesn't tell me i can't have one. makes me feel like i'm allowed too, that's its my choice but to remember why I quit in the first place. almost makes me feel guilty,, LOL
I guess it really comes down to that it's up to me to make the choice.