screamed the other day that i wanted to smoke after giving up for 2 months and the fixation was mental.
fag / fag / fag
so bought some ciggies and yesterday saturday smoked 3 of them.
i resigned myself to the fact that i would never be a non smoker.
but after the 3rd ciggie i started working on my computer and i had a look at my quit meter and it said 2 months and 5 days not smoked.
i became very calm and said to my self why the hell would you give in so easy and like a big firework display going off in my head the cravings just went away.
well not touched a ciggie since then and happy that i feel i can now cope with this and the nicci demon nearly got me but managed to pull back.
this happened last year afyer 107 days of not smoking and the fixation of having a ciggie made me have a ciggie.
i think some people sail through this and some people fight each step of the way but sure that in the end the sun will be shineing.