Well confession time.....
as you all know I've been having a crap time lately. Things have got MUCH worse over the last few days, and yesterday I bought some fags out of sheer bloody temper.
Thing is I've got too much to deal with right now (like keeping my sanity) to deal with not smoking as well. I know that smoking doesn't make it any better but I just can't deal with not smoking at the minute. I'm kicking myself really hard for this so, please, I don't need it from anyone else!
I will be back, this is just a temporary thing until I get things sorted out, and get my head back in the right place. I really did do 3 weeks and 4 days, and for you paranoid chappies (not mentioning any names :D), I do not work for any nrt or nhs organisations.
I hope that on my return I will be given the same support that I have received on here up till now. I feel like I'm letting you all down because you have been soooo supportive, and I am truly sorry. Most of all I feel like I'm letting myself and my little boy down!
So, bye for now, and thanks for all that you have done for me.