Wow what a bumpy ride, had a horrendous weekend, well last 4 days really. Can honestly say they were the worst so far. Awful temper, sadness, tearful - the LOT!!!
Couple that with a major family row that I'm still seething about and arranging a party for 24 4yr olds last Sunday at an indoor playground (which I may add I did not once think of smoking!!!) It's no wonder I've had the days from hell.
It's not nice and I really thought it would get easier into week 3 :confused:
Asked hubby to get me some fags last night when he popped to the shop, he politely refused thank god......
Strange thing is that normally I'm quite determined and think for the majority of the time I'm winning the battle then I get an unexpected almighty kick up the backside and start doubting what I'm doing etc and thinking I'll be happier with old nic back in my system. Thank god I haven't caved.....family arguements happen, life happens........it would be NO BETTER if I was still smoking and if I caved now I would have the added disappointment and failure in myself to deal with....
So thanks for listening to my rant, ARGH I thought it would get easier with time, have always been impatient!!
Good luck to everyone here, long may we succeed