Just over 20 hours into my second month
Past few days have been hell though, the dogs played me up yesterday out on a walk, had to throw my trainers in the bin as one of my little angels decided to swan off over the fields instead of sticking to the path and I had to go and get her. Needless to say I was knee deep in mud and nearly broke my ankle in the horse hoof grooves. The other 3 were little devils too, I rang OH and said I'm going to buy some cigs on the way home.:eek:
I didn't, and he rang when I got home and asked what I was doing, I said "eating a bag of crisps and buggering off to bed". I've been so stressed these last couple of days, I sooooooooooooooo want a cig I could kill for one. I'm trying to get some houswork done today to keep my mind off them, just lolled around the past few days feeling sorry for myself.
Wish I could wipe my mind clean like you do with a hard drive and start again with no thoughts of cigs in there to tempt me.