really feel low today. will-power is on the floor. had a really bad argument
with one of my daughter who i really love. just wanted to go and get some
smokes. but my loving other haif stop me. saying dont let yourself down or all
the others on the team. she was right. been 5 days now. not long before we
are into no.6. we work so hard to get here. and i wanted to thown it all away
over one argument. still feel a bit up-set. but not smoking,
hope tomorrow is a better day for me and everyone on the team.
going to bed now. good luck for day 6........