Firstly congratulations to everyone for getting this far.
I hate to post like this but am i the only one struggling here?:confused:
I dont actually want a fag but i think about it waaaaaay too much and have even toyed with being a "social smoker", whatever I believe that is!! Being reasonably intelligent I do understand what's going on in my head but wonder if the thoughts decrease the longer we stop for?????????
Also being a voyeur, I have read many posts which still worry me and give me no confidence this feelings going anywhere in a hurry. :eek:
I am also a miserable bastard most of the time which i assume must get better or i'll be divorced fairly soon.................oh and a small matter of a stone in weight. The weight is minor but i can see me spending the money i have saved on new suits and shirts for work!!!!
By the way i was generally a happy person so this is a drastic change for the people that live with and around me. :rolleyes:
Any thoughts and ideas welcomed.........................