I shouldn't argue with my counter I guess. But this is not how I thought it would be. I don't know if I want to smoke. But I definitely want something. I want it now and it's driving me up a wall. I bet it's a cigarette
I think the previous days were worse. Day 4 was brutal, so I guess this is progress as today is just freaking weird... weird... weird.
Good things... hmm... I think I slept well last night, at least no sweats that I remember. Though I'm pretty sure I was thinking about a smoke when I awoke. But that has been replaced with this now nameless urge of wanting something. Something is missing. I am missing...
Nope, I'm still here. Babbling like an idiot.
Something else is missing.
What was that?