Hey all. my name is Esther and i stopped smoking 11 days ago. The thing is, i was fine right up until last night when my computer stated playing up and because it stressed me out so much, I started to really need a cig. The craving lasted about 4 hours though!!!!!! i even looked round the house for some of my fiance's tobacco!!! i did find some but i didn't have one only because i thought of how disapointed i would be if i did! I can't understand after not getting cravings hardly at all (at least if I did they were managable), I struggled so much last night! it doesn't really make me feel very confident.
I am getting married next year though and i refuse to be a "smkoking bride". i don't think it would look good at all, me in my gorgeous white dress with a fag in my hand, hiding round the side of the church!!!!!
Well glad i found this site and good luck to everybody - here's the kicking the habit!!!!!! x x x