Days 5, 6, and today is just the type of days I would like to fast-forward and move on. The point I don't, and obviously will not be able to, is that I want to learn from these struggling days.
I just keep on craving for those F@$#@% breaks I was so used to while at work... Yesterday I almost broke but thanks to my loving and beautiful wife I was able to stay on course. Today is just another one of those bad days for me.
I went cold turkey because I know that is the only way I have seen people around me, 10 or more people I know, have completely and successfully quit smoking...
I WANT TO BE A NON-SMOKER!
Still @ work and I will get off in 3 hours and head back home. I'll take a nice shower hey I am going to focus on that yea? I nice shower.