I need to make more time to come on here and post because I am feeling very very negative at the moment about the whole stopping smoking thing.
I am sick of getting fatter, I know its because I am eating too much but its not like I dont do any exercise or anything and try to eat healthy. I tried very hard not to worry about it but its over 4 months now and its still creeping up.
I was a bit too thin before but ive put on over a stone in 4 months and i'm fat and unattractive (at least that what I see whan I look in the mirror). And everytime I get on the scales ive put on another pound or two even if ive only eaten fruit or whatever. and its getting to the stage when i'm weighing myself every 5 minutes.
I never used to think about food and now its constantly on my mind and im feeling very very low. I dont want to smoke again but at the moment I'd do anything to stop putting weight on and bursting out of my clothes.
Everyone says dont worry about it your more healthy, it will settle down etc etc, it was a bit of a laugh at first having such an increased capacity for food and i was quite enjoying it but now its wearing thin and im unhappy.
I'm not expecting any miracle advice ive just come on to let off steam really.