this morning went absolutely amazing. nearly no thoughts about smoking what so ever!
this afternoon tho not so well...
i went to church and when i got home it was all i could do NOT to have a smoke.
i kept talking about it, and thinking about how it wouldn't be "so bad" and could just always try to quit again later.
thinking when does the cravings ever end?
i got myself on zyban a week ago today, dunno if it's really working all that well... and i am now chewing nicorette gum.
i was even around smokers this morning at the bus terminal. i didn't cave in. im ready to have one tho... i probably will cave.
do this all over again would be bad... but i dunno... maybe im just not ready yet.