I have just lost the plot with the kids. One of them was just really rude with me and run around the garden shouting dont hurt me.:mad: I have never touched him in his life but he could see how far he had pushed and i didnt look happy.
I throw him in his bedroom then hunted out my husbands fags and lit one.
Ohhhhhh god i am so sorry ....................... I have so let myself down and everyone else because you have supported me.
i didnt smoke it i just had 2 puffs then realised what i was doing.
I am so gutted.
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Don't beat yourself up about it honey, it is just a minor blip and you are allowed to have one as long as you learned from it! Next time the kids stress you out try to think of something else that will calm you down. You can't give in now coz the longer you stop for the more determined you will become and the easier it will be to get through stressful situations like today.
Stay strong sweetie and you will get there,
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