I've promoted myself to the day to thread I had about 2 hours sleep in the whole course of last night, and they took place between 6-8am this morning . not good. Am hoping tonight is easier. I'm still feeling ratty ... I don't feel like i've given up , I feel like i'm stopping til My next smoke. For some obscure reason my head just doesn't wana come to terms with the fact 'never again ' well Im going to try and get some work done , and I'll more than likely be popping back in shortly , with everything imaginable jammed in my mouth bar a smoke . oh hum!
Good luck . x