I was diagnosed 2012 with stg-4 fNHL, r-chop followed by 1yr rituxan as maintenance treatment, but relapsed during treatment in 2014, so 12-rounds chemo within 2yr and now "watch-n-wait" ideally keeping my immune health positive. I find myself "stuck" sometimes, almost waiting to the next relapse, sadly this mental state holds me back from progressing with my life. Anyone else feel "stuck", waiting for the next disease attack?
I also suffered 6-mos of leg and arm itchy nodes with no conclusive diagnosis, I believe all related to the chemo and the skin trying to cleanses itself- anyone else get skin rashes or complications months after aggressive chemo?