advice please. rare neurological condition

[joschuwa41]

Hiya,

my neurological condition limits me massively. i get very anxious. i am prescribed diazepam 2.5 mg up to 4 times a day. i find 2.5 mg really helps. At most i take 5mg in a 24 hour period. i just feel ashamed for needing this, and am worried about becoming addicted. Has anyone got any thoughts? I just feel weak for needing diazepam at all.