Hi, newbie here...i've been taking LDN for about 6/7 weeks now and up to 4.5ml which i take every night around 9pm.
I'm not a heavy drinker as such but i have had a history of binge drinking at the weekends which i stopped when i was diagnosed with hashimoto's in march 2016. during my time on LDN i had one daytime drinking session but i did my research before hand and didnt take my LDN dose the night before and although i did blank out at various stages of the day, i was in good spirits and had a great time with everyone. However, on sunday i went to a BBQ and hadn't planned to drink much but i was so nervous (meeting the bf's friends for the first time) i drank a bottle of rose over a few hours and completely blanked out from 5pm-11pm when i woke up projectile vomiting, terrified not knowing where i was, alone in a dark room without a phone and i completely lost it. i threw stuff around crying for help and getting angry. i found my way out of this room and fell down some stairs which shocked me into sobering up a bit to realise i was in my partners flat the whole time. he walked in the door and lost it with me. the police were called because of the noise and i had apparently done a fair bit of damage. i'm so embarrassed and ashamed but i've never ever in my life been like this, i've always been a fun drunk and enjoy myself. this was like i was possessed. i've lost my partner and now him & his mates probably think i'm a pyscho.
I realise binge drinking or heavy drinking is dangerous and i had no intention of doing this, just felt like i got super drunk super quick and had no time to really stop myself or get in control of myself which never usually happens. I'm done with drinking like that, i'm sticking to one or two drinks with a meal now and again and that's it. I'm also seeking help for suppressed anger that seemed to have come out for no reason but i wanted to share my story and to see if anyone had a similar problem or experience as me with alcohol as i'm a complete mess, still feel very bad almost 3 days later.