Rant

[L444]

Warning sorry this will be a raving diatribe look away now not for the faint of heart.

Grrrrrrrr arghhhhhh haaaaarrrg[$]¥>…!${$]¥[…< . I have to continue till the end 3 more weeks. I now have developed considerable pain left upper abdominal area NEVER HAD THIS BEFORE. I can’t cough to clear this bloody cold I’m so nauseous weak exhausted. Fecking sores are bleeding I’m so sick of this wanting to barf and💩 at the same time. I hope this is not pancreatitis. Low grade fever chills. #;+;+/-/@#,”. This s—- is killing me. My skin has aged 15 years even drinking tons of h2o this rash is all over. Like being jabbed with a hot needle then itch, weepy blister, chills nausea. Sorry put a fork in me I’m done

[Lucien777]

Sorry you are feeling so awful, did you call the hospital?! Do let them know, they would be able to know if this needs urgent attention if it's pancreatitis! Please give them a ring, or even go A+E. You are so near the end of your treatment, I'm so sorry you are having such an awful time 😞 sending you a big hug and best wishes 🙏🍀🍀🍀

[L444 in reply to Lucien777]

Hi thank you for your thoughts I want to cry but am in so much pain I can’t I’m going to see the consultant to morrow . Yesterday was a good day why the ;£:-:+ do I feel so bad today back under the covers hope your ok

[Lucien777 in reply to L444]

I'm so glad that you see them tomorrow! What a relief! Just wondering have you tried olive oil on your skin? I think it has a very similar lipid structure to skin and it seems to help me an awful lot, Google it, just to be sure, but I think it has to be the extra virgin one which is unrefined. I'm kinda lucky, so far I only have skin issues in my face, but it is all dry and leathery, I wouldn't win a beauty contest right now😌, but the olive oil definitely helps and doesn't sting either. 😂😂😂😂 I only have one funny skin patch by my arm pit otherwise. I'm so glad you are going to the consultant tomorrow, all the best and good luck for tomorrow!! Let us know how you get on🙏🍀🍀🍀💖

[Lucien777 in reply to Lucien777]

I'm under the covers myself in a bit😴. Rest up, it's always a good thing. I have ok days and then days I feel so crap, like yesterday I had a massive headache from waking up until going to bed. All seems a bit unpredictable with this treatment, but we can do this!! We have to do it 💪🍀🍀🍀🙏🤗

[Lucien777]

Did you see the consultant? I hope you are feeling better by now! 🙏🍀🍀🍀