Vulval "high grade chages/ VIN III"
I received the above results form some biopsies taken in August and have an appt for repeat vulvoscopy in two weeks.
I am so fed up with this, I was first treated (surgery/ laser treatment under general anaesthetic) for cervical changes approx 23 years ago. Since then I have had regular cervical, vaginal and now vulval changes requiring surgery- I've lost count how many times now.
This is the second time I've had stage 3 vulval changes and was operated on this about 6 years ago. I've also had a small basal cell carcinoma removed from my vulva about 2 or 3 years ago.
I'm resigned to it, I am being kept an eye on so figure it will be OK... but I'm just so fed up with this ongoing reoccurring problem. I've never had any idea why it keeps happening and it's so hard to talk about... cervical cancer seems a bit more acceptable, but I can't even share this with those closest to me, when asked is it cervical i either say yes, or that it's a related problem! It's one thing to have pre-cancerous/ cancer of the cervix, it's personal but it's hidden, but to have cancerous changes to my vulva, that's visible and is such a part of my sexuality is just so hard to deal with. i feel embarrassed, ashamed and angry about it and have no-one I can talk to about this!