So I got my medication a month ago to take on the morning of my HyCoSy, I booked the day off work, I built it up in my head and got so nervous about it. Felt sick this morning and after waiting for ages, finally got called in for my HyCoSy.
The staff were lovely but the nurse tried for ages to get the catheter (?) in but she couldn’t get it all in properly (I had my eyes closed doing deep breathing so was a bit oblivious to the exact process). The consultant then came in and tried for a while as well. Then he said to me that they couldn’t get it through my cervix and the little balloon kept dislodging. He said it’s not common but it happens. So they couldn’t test my Fallopian tubes or anything. They did an internal scan and he said he couldn’t see anything to cause concern but I feel so disappointed that they couldn’t do it. You know when you build something up for so long, and then it amounts to nothing and it’s such an anticlimax? So frustrating.
So now we have to wait for our letter saying when our first consultant appointment will be, which they said shouldn’t be too long which is good. But I feel so flat today and just generally bleugh.
Been on a strict diet for months now trying to get my BMI down for ivf but I think we’re going to say bugger it and got to the chippy for dinner. Yes I am comfort eating and I don’t care.
Pointless rant I know but just needed to say it to someone!
Onto the next waiting game...