So had my scan today, baby some days over 12 weeks. I was so happy to see baby is doing well and growing healthy and strong. Confirmed second twin not there at all anymore and due date confirmed. I didn't have a fill bladder so maybe scan not very clear. Baby moved around as well it was just amazing to see my baby. Feeling more real now, I hope I grow the confidence to let myself truly be happy without fear- but I am happy. Thanks ladies for all the support and Goodluck on your journies.